I can't find any respite from the demons within. Its tough to be crazy and act like normal. Sometimes the shields just give in and I'm exposed. Busted!



"We knew you were a little shaky..like always on the edge you know, like you'd harm yourself or everyone around yourself."

"but ..."

"why are you silent? why dont you say something?!"

"i want to.i dont know if I should..."

"you have so much talent. dont waste it like you are wasting. why dont you LIKE these stuff; take interest in them. why can't you love your work- it's been soo long now. adapt goddamit!!"

..i want to. I try. i fail.

"you know what..screw you."

"fuck you too..leave me alone."